Right now, life is crazy... I am currently trying to find a summer job.. which is stressful. I am also trying to finish my semester off strong, which is difficult. I am ready for summer, but I am also sort of sad. All my friends from high school have amazing summers planned out and furthering God's Kingdom.. and that is AMAZING. God is moving so much in their lives, I am just in awe. Literally.
On the other hand, I'm waiting for God to reveal to me what my summer looks like. I know in my heart he will provide, but sometimes I feel like I cannot catch a break. I feel like I'm working so hard... and God is just somewhere else. Which is dumb, but it's how I feel.. and I think that's okay. I think it's okay to be mad or doubt God sometimes, because if you never do... I would wonder about the relationship you had with God. I read a really cool quote this week, which was a great reminder and just a sign that God understands where I am and what I'm going through.
"If you're feeling alone, weak, helpless, and cut off from other believers, or if you are so focused on your troubles that you forget to watch the danger--those are the times when you are especially vulnerable to Satan's attack"
Anywho.. enough ranting. I could go on forever. I have a really blessed life, with SO MANY things to be thankful for, and that is what I want to focus on during these times of trial.
Also, I cant wait for school to be over.. but that also makes me sad as well because that means only one more month left with my roommate Liz. I got seriously blessed with such an awesome roommate. So I'm just going to SOAK it all up.. the rest of the semester whether if that is late night Sonic runs, dorms, drinking coffee at Java Cat, stressing over classes, and eating caf food.
That's just a little about me right now.
Love, Reggs.
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